I had let you in.
YOU TOOK ALL
you could,
pushed me
down the stairs
of my own cellar
+ left smiling
DISGUSTINGLY.
.
his fucking face
haunted her
through the night,
evoking anxiety.
SHAME.
+ RAGE.
SO. MUCH.
RAGE.
.
how to let go of
what can’t be
UNDONE.
how do live with
what can’t be
MADE OK.
some nights
I can’t deal
with this kind of
DEPLETION.
today I can’t detach
from personal drama.
I’M SORRY.
.
music: Sinfonia in D Major,
RV 125: II. Adagio
by Accademia dell'Annunciata
& Riccardo Doni
.