30.3.25

unearthed.

SKYdriven.

 

is one sub

consciously

LOOKING

for

the

EVIDENCE

for

what

EVER belief

 

ONE

holds about

the

SELF.

.

29.3.25

once one

can

SOURCE

validation

IN

side

one does

not need

to source

it

OUT

side the

bodyself.

.

28.3.25

ALL the unsaid

hangs in the ether

WEIGHING us

down. in a culture

of compassion

hate cannot exist.

wtf are we doing.

where do i get to

BE

the truest version

of me.

.

27.3.25

instead OF

looking for

the familiar

which

never

served you

may

BE look for

what

you did not

get

but

would have

could have

NEEDED.

.

26.3.25

no thing

seems clear

in the

FOG of fear.

 

TWO cycles

of

the MOON

FOR things

to

play out as

they always

do.

is this good

bye.

.

25.3.25

as it

appears

i can dis

appear

 

patiently

awaiting

the

DE

com

POSITION

of a

threshold

i fail

to uphold.

HOLD ME

when i fall

a

part.

hold

onto

me when i

dis

SOLVE

.

23.3.25

is any

ONE real

about

HOW

they deal

with what

they feel.

is any

ONE real.

.

22.3.25

my bones pretend to be sore

from replaying NUMB/ENCORE

WHAT FOR do you want more.

 

the heart promptly closes its gate

is this. is this. my fucking fate

to re enact an old old STORY

FEELING like the opposite of glory.

 

e

MOTIONALLY disassociated

as if they had me SEDATED

THIS situation is so outdated

 

WATCH ME plastic smile through it

the only valid strategy when i misfit.

running far BE fore the pain can hit.

 

call me mad. call my crazy.

i guess save just isn t sexy.

do i only get TO BE FREE

be

tween the lines of POETRY.

.

21.3.25

are WE

HERE

to

express

balance

as the

EVER

moving

process

of

holding

SPACE

 

for

polarities.

.

20.3.25

INVEST

the self

in what

invests

in

the self.

.

19.3.25

what is re

surfacing

FOR trans

formation

+ rel

EASING

into

the ether.

some

things

won t

make

sense

no matter

how they

re turned.

.

18.3.25

tell me

what this sign

is TRYING to

tell me.

for the SAKE

of

synchronicity

when

i think of you

do you think

of

me.

my

phone makes

me

LOOK better

than REALITY.

.

17.3.25

DOES

 

controlling

connection

come

controlling

connection

come

controlling

connection

come

 

WITH

the loss of

it.

.

16.3.25

diving into the

SUB

conscious SEA

WITH

in me

i com

prehend what

they

MEANT when

they

sang

OCEAN child

seashell eyes.

.

15.3.25

the same pattern on

repeat

but lets just ignore it.

+

isn t it

easier

to blame it all on her

the HYSTERICAL girl

than

to examine your own

e

motional mechanisms.

.

14.3.25

is THE WAY

to

GET OVER it

to

go through it.

what

DO YOU tell

them

when

they

ask about me

+ TRUTH

is

we dont talk.

.

12.3.25

acceptance

of what is

comes with

the LOSS

of

what is not.

GROWTH

in

cludes the

letting GO

of out

dated

versions of

SELF.

how do you

move

through the

loss of

ILLUSION.

.