the realization that we are living in the present moment only,

can’t hold onto it though,

takes a lot of LETTING GO

- mostly letting go of the PERCEPTION TO BE IN CONTROL OF LIFE,

which we never really are.

this potentially throws me off track.

I am learning not to constantly try to catch control back,

as SUCCEEDING IS AN ILLUSION.

***

Oh, now I remember,

I dreamt about YOU last night.

we were catching a train together.

tea cups in our hands, in the middle of life,

immersed in deep conversation,

eye contact intact.