once
seen
a
pattern
can
BE
broken.
.
in
FORM.
in
vestigate
in
tertwine
in
tegrate
in
trinsic
in
te
REST.
in
SIGHT.
.
re
FORM.
re
treat
re
set
re
think
re
build
vision.
value.
belief.
VIEW.
.
FORM.
build
create
shape
guide
motion.
space.
EASE.
.
when
STILLNESS
is
hard to find
it
is
e
specially
needed.
a
CLEARING
of
all noise
cluttering
the
SYSTEM.
.
the internal
ex
PERIENCE
may
not
match with
the external
ap
PEARANCE.
+
the
per
CEPTION
of pain
is
PERSONAL.
.
we KNOW
about the
CONSTANT
change
of matter
still
it is deeply
un
settling to
the
BODYSELF
being a
continuous
PROCESS
itself.
there s no
true
STABILITY
in holding
ONTO IT.
.
EVEN
that which
is
perceived
to remain
the same
is
different
every
moment
in TIME.
+ things
CHANGE
with
a shift of
per
SPECTIVE.
.
almost crossed.
almost crossed.
every
thing
is
SIGNIFICANT
/ no
thing
is
SIGNIFICANT.
almost crossed.
almost crossed.
but not
QUITE.
.
some days
GOOD
enough
is
making it
through
THE DAY
while
you demand
for me
to be happy
according to
your
DEFINITION
of happy
which
EXHAUSTS
every cell of
this
shaken body.
.
SUCCESS
attached
to
measuring
it in
NUMBERS
is
a
limited +
limiting
per
spective
on
the term
SUCCESS.
individual
SUCCESS
takes
individual
SHAPE.
.
co
incidence.
multiple
FORCES
co
CREATING
an
incidence.
there s no
need
to engage
in un
necessary
noise
which
is not
of
ones own.
.
HOW
HOW
HOW
HOW
do you WANT
to be
perceived.
do you THINK
you re
perceived.
ARE YOU
perceived.
does one
CARRY
the self
into space
+
what
does one
leave BE
hind.
.
ease
held
space for
holds
space for
the
bodyself
to centre.
.
is
perfectionism
mostly
oriented on
out
side FORCES
COVERING
shame over
the
AUTHENTIC
self
+
therefore
blocking
creative
self
EXPRESSION.
.
the story told
to SELF
+
the meaning
MADE OF IT
is out of any
ones control.
one HEARS
what one is
receptive for
+ vice versa.
why try
to explain
to SOME
one
what they re
fuse to
comprehend.
.
LISTENING
to
the whole
BODYSELF
some
how equals
clicking into
a
universal
TIMING
be yond
the rational
under
STANDING
of time.
.
stillness
may
BE more
con
structive
VERSUS
trying to
DO more.
.
when shame
is BROKEN
THROUGH
engaging in
the process
of
embodying
THIS LIFE
as full self
is possible.
what does
it take.
what is at
stake.
.
TIME
less
CON
versation
in an in
finite re
CYCLE.
+ i fall for
the
symbolism
of
NUMBERS.
is this how
we
COME
un
DONE.
.