DEPTH of
connection
is un
BOUND
to
length of
TIME.
.
things
may BE
figured
out as
they
COME.
.
things
come
when
we re
ready
FOR
them.
.
primary ways
of RELATION
are
how we learn
to RELATE
+ are likely
to RELATE
a
CROSS
all interaction.
.
some
times
it
MAY
be better
to
LET it go
in
stead of
trying
to FIX
what
has not
BEEN
working.
MAKE
space
for new
things
to
come.
.
what has it
EVER
taken
to a
waken
a
frozen heart.
trying to be
GOOD
enough
for
an outer
SOURCE
projecting
their IDEA
of you
on
to you
is not
an effective
use
of inner re
SOURCES.
are these
my VOICES
in my head.
.
idk the answers
idk the TRUTH
idk the un
known BE
neath the sur
face BURNING
to e
MERGE
in
the darkest
of the night.
where
is the LIGHT.
.
accumulated
resentments
CLUTTER
the bodyself.
news letters
which contain
no news
AT ALL
+
are no letters.
are you
serious.
.
streams of
information
hitting
the frozen
SILENCE.
how high
can it get
this fence.
UNHEARD
of.
GONE
unnoticed.
.
un
recognisable self
WHO ARE YOU
amongst strangers
aimlessly
walking wrapped
in the
protective cloak
of your
kindness.
the
only manageable
INTER
action.
can you tell me
the concept
of who i am
supposed to be.
.
LIVING questions
on a quest for life
itself.
so
attuned to every
ONES
state of being
un
able to hear
ONES OWN.
talking to strangers
in my head
AS IF
we ve not just met.
in
the blink of an eye
i had
written myself dry.
do
you ever feel broken
BY HOW complex
we ve
made THIS PLACE.
.
the form
of
pro
CESSING
is un
KNOWN
be
fore it is
allowed
to come
through.
de
FINE
re
FINE
re
de
FINE
the
definitions
EMPTIED
of content.
.
you were
mis
taking
thinking
this energy
is yours
for
taking.
the illusion
of you is
RELEASED
into
losing
nothing.
is it
naïve to be
LIEVE only
UN
consciously
are people
MANI
PULATIVE.
.
irritation written
across your face.
WHY DOES SHE
have to be + be
have LIKE THIS.
WHY why why.
be
cause it would
be
the end of me
to
be
ALL the things
you want me
to
be.
happily EVER
after
is
a CONSTRUCT
built
to suppress us
into
their STORIES.
.
these marks
anointed
again+again
wont HEAL
until
their
assignment
is
understood
in its three
dimensionality.
WHO EVER
wants
to see
the deep dark
blue.
who.
+ denial of its
EXISTENCE
makes it heavier.
you know its
TRUE
when
its reflected
back at you.
THE WITNESS
re
mains
SILENT
afraid
to break
the broken.
.
what are
the thoughts
in BE
tween
states
of
consciousness
SPEAKING
of
the
sub
CONSCIOUS
truth
producing
itself
out of
the bodyself.
have i always
been like this.
if
the nature
of
my nature
is not OK
with you
what am i
supposed
to do.
.
common sense
depletes itself
of
all SENSE
where we come
to our senses.
who is
the reasonable
PERSON
one
should
IDENTIFY with
+
con FORM to.
.
an inside world
DENIED
its
full colour palette
projects
deep
heavy darkness
onto
the outside world
caging
this
freefalling child
screaming
for the
nourishing ground
of its lost rainbow.
un
re
MOVING clouds
nebulously shrug
in
the chambers
of THE MIND.
what do i know
TO BE TRUE.
.
porcelain MASK
covering distress.
how to make
sense of the mess
when the
senses are a mess.
appearing
like ONE
couldnt care less.
breathless
in a
conditioned dress.
UNABLE
to undress
to address
this.
checked out.
self concept
in DOUBT.
disassociation
as
the one option
to COPE WITH
this situation.
.
as long as
past
PATTERNS
are
projected
onto
the present
the past
is
on replay.
all
the stories
to make
MEANING
of life
may be just
STORIES.
who are
we
to know.
QUEST
ion
everything.
.