5.5.24

DEPTH of

connection

is un

BOUND

to

length of

TIME.

.

4.5.24

things

may BE

figured

out as

they

COME.

.

3.5.24

things

come

when

we re

ready

FOR

them.

.

2.5.24

primary ways

of RELATION

are

how we learn

to RELATE

+ are likely

to RELATE

a

CROSS

all interaction.

.

1.5.24

some

times

it

MAY

be better

to

LET it go

in

stead of

trying

to FIX

what

has not

BEEN

working.

 

MAKE

space

for new

things

to

come.

.

30.4.24

what has it

EVER

taken

to a

waken

a

frozen heart.

 

trying to be

GOOD

enough

for

an outer

SOURCE

projecting

their IDEA

of you

on

to you

is not

an effective

use

of inner re

SOURCES.

 

are these

my VOICES

in my head.

.

29.4.24

idk the answers

idk the TRUTH

idk the un

known BE

neath the sur

face BURNING

to e

MERGE

in

the darkest

of the night.

where

is the LIGHT.

.

28.4.24

accumulated

resentments

CLUTTER

the bodyself.

 

news letters

which contain

no news

AT ALL

+

are no letters.

are you

serious.

.

27.4.24

streams of

information

hitting

the frozen

SILENCE.

how high

can it get

this fence.

 

UNHEARD

of.

 

GONE

unnoticed.

.

26.4.24

un

recognisable self

WHO ARE YOU

amongst strangers

aimlessly

walking wrapped

in the

protective cloak

of your

kindness.

the

only manageable

INTER

action.

 

can you tell me

the concept

of who i am

supposed to be.

.

25.4.24

LIVING questions

on a quest for life

itself.

so

attuned to every

ONES

state of being

un

able to hear

ONES OWN.

talking to strangers

in my head

AS IF

we ve not just met.

in

the blink of an eye

i had

written myself dry.

do

you ever feel broken

 

BY HOW complex

we ve

made THIS PLACE.

.

24.4.24

the form

of

pro

CESSING

is un

KNOWN

be

fore it is

allowed

to come

through.

 

de

FINE

re

FINE

re

de

FINE

the

definitions

EMPTIED

of content.

.

23.4.24

you were

mis

taking

thinking

this energy

is yours

for

taking.

 

the illusion

of you is

RELEASED

into

losing

nothing.

 

is it

naïve to be

LIEVE only

UN

consciously

are people

MANI

PULATIVE.

.

22.4.24

irritation written

across your face.

WHY DOES SHE

have to be + be

have LIKE THIS.

WHY why why.

be

cause it would

be

the end of me

to

be

ALL the things

you want me

to

be.

happily EVER

after

is

a CONSTRUCT

built

to suppress us

into

their STORIES.

.

21.4.24

these marks

anointed

again+again

wont HEAL

until

their

assignment

is

understood

in its three

dimensionality.

 

WHO EVER

wants

to see

the deep dark

blue.

who.

+ denial of its

EXISTENCE

makes it heavier.

 

you know its

TRUE

when

its reflected

back at you.

 

THE WITNESS

re

mains

SILENT

 

afraid

to break

the broken.

.

20.4.24

what are

the thoughts

in BE

tween

states

of

consciousness

SPEAKING

of

the

sub

CONSCIOUS

truth

producing

itself

out of

the bodyself.

 

have i always

been like this.

 

if

the nature

of

my nature

is not OK

with you

what am i

supposed

to do.

.

19.4.24

common sense

depletes itself

of

all SENSE

where we come

to our senses.

 

who is

the reasonable

PERSON

 

one

should

IDENTIFY with

+

con FORM to.

.

18.4.24

an inside world

DENIED

its

full colour palette

projects

deep

heavy darkness

onto

the outside world

caging

this

freefalling child

screaming

for the

nourishing ground

of its lost rainbow.

un

re

MOVING clouds

nebulously shrug

in

the chambers

of THE MIND.

 

what do i know

TO BE TRUE.

.

17.4.24

porcelain MASK

covering distress.

how to make

sense of the mess

when the

senses are a mess.

appearing

like ONE

couldnt care less.

breathless

in a

conditioned dress.

UNABLE

to undress

to address

this.

 

checked out.

self concept

in DOUBT.

disassociation

as

the one option

to COPE WITH

this situation.

.

16.4.24

as long as

past

PATTERNS

are

projected

onto

the present

the past

is

on replay.

all

the stories

to make

MEANING

of life

may be just

 

STORIES.

 

who are

we

to know.

 

QUEST

ion

everything.

.